Lions and tigers and bears OH MY...

And while I talk to you I shall just stare at your brests....
I work in the lingerie business. Does this mean that I should expect ladies to stare at my breast while they talk to me about bras?

White picket fences...
The woman at work who I always though had a sham of a marrage and other hidden agendas has actually told other staff the truth. What mentalist would create the image of the most fantastic life and consistantly talk about how wonderful they are only to set off a nuclear bomb by telling people your husband cheats on you and you only ever got married to learn a language? Everyone knows how to lie, you simply don't tell the truth!

Whats more why the hell has she dyed her hair to match mine???

Moral of the story be happy with what you have because it could be worse!!! :)

I am moving again for the 7th time in 3 and 1/2 years. I hate doing this. Although pretty soon I will have the advantage that everything I own will fit in a backpack.

Then I won't need a home!!!!! YAY!!!!!

lol

Cloverfields
I was rather unimpressed with this film to be honest. I dislike the tastless copying of 9/11 footage. Even though I haven't seen it I am of the opion that the head of the statue of liberty is larger than the three people standing next to it and I still have no idea what the title has to do with anything (obviously I missed that part DOH!). I am however rather happy with the unconventional end despite the movie trying its hardest to stick with convention, but I do feel a bit sea sick from the "amature" camera used or maybe it was the actors and thier poor attempt at trying to be masters of thier craft lol. Give me 25 years and a strange night where I manage to stay awake till 2am watching tv and perhaps I would be more interested.

In other news having become far to used to not having a camera I am finding that my very expensive rather new digital camera is sitting around gathering dust. I am going to have to start thinking up ways to use it.

I have started knitting and am rather impressed with the results!!! I figured when I got the original wool and needles that it would last a grand total of five minutes however a whole week has gone by and I have had to start again and yet I continue with my fancy pants scarf like I have only started 2 seconds ago.

I believe that lj, myspace, facebook and the likes are fantastic ways for people to increasingly ignore thier friends and pretend like they don't cause hey "I added you". Yes that statement is true but at the end of the day you make no actual attempt to carry on a friendship in any other way.

The crazy woman at work is getting worse. I kinda don't know what to say to her cause it's one of those she doesn't listen situations. I can only look for a magick wand.

Quick spend that money before it burns a hole in your pocket!!!
Today I watched a woman pull her Alexander McQueen dress out of shap in a matter of minutes. She was trying on a bra as the dress had a very low v neck and inbetween her daughter pulling it up to hide mom's cleavage and mom pulling it down man handedly she left huge marks on either side from the force of her grip. Obviously not everyone deserves expensive clothes.

:(
I have had to change my nipple rings into bars. I want the rings back but they are being pushed the wrong way under my bra and causing loads of pain. Maybe I will get used to the new bars and end up liking them or at least change them every so often.

I am stuck with a "TOXIC" friend. By this I mean the woman who started work the same day as me so we of course have been talking a lot due to circumstances. The trouble is that I no longer want to hear about her divorce, when her kids tried to kill themselves, how she thinks the tax man is taking to much of her money when I have more outgoings than she does (her x is still paying most bills like the house and for the kids)! I am trying to distance myself because I know I shouldn't let it bother me but I find it really hard when she wanders around the shop trying to find me to tell me the latest bad thing that has happened to her.

Yes I will admit that obviously a divorce is hard to do but saying things like "he is playing mind games with me because he said I'll see you later" is driving me up the wall. After constant converstaions of how much she has eaten and how she feels full and last nights three chips and a couple pieces of meat didn't go down so well so she is still digesting it the next day. I swear I can tell you what this woman has eaten for the last month as I am informed everday of her eating habbits. Yes she is probebly depressed and yes she has lost a lot of weight and yes she has gone to the doctor so really from here on it is her that has to deal with this. There is however a point in ones life where you have to say enough is enough really! The problem is putting it politely.

Ages ago I applied to work with festival organisers of a festival being held up north. They interviewed me and declinded but offered me the chance to work unpaid which of course I neglected because lets face it I need money and thats the way life is. I recently recieved an email which asked again if I would like to contribute my services free of charge to help out the festival. I can't help but be amused.

I have this weekend off. I am so tiered I feel like I went out and drank to much last night. That however is not the case. I went to sleep early and was still exhausted this morning. I think it is a matter of time untill I get used to working silly but true.

I can hear music next door. I expect my lovely neighbours will be having a party tonight. I am hoping to move out of this horrible town as soon as possible!!!

New Job...
Well I started work on wed. and admittedly it isn't to bad to be honest. I am happy that I reached my goal of over £15,000 which is great considering I am only a sales assistant. I am working in Central London which despite the travel and the money I have to spend to get there is actually something I am really happy about. My friends and I used to talk about how we all wanted to work in London and I am the first one to achieve this. If you haven't realised I have "must suceed" issues lol. I am trying to overcome these but it seems it is deeply engrained in my brain which I don't like to admit it.

I have yet to get back into the swing of standing on your feet all day. It is a stress when you are used to sitting on your ass all day. I hope that this loving my job isn't just a phase that all people go through when they get new jobs. It would be nice to have this feeling permanently.

I was employed to go work in the new store and I am a bit aprehensive as to what the new manager will be like and what kind of clients we will be getting. Heres hoping it all works out well.

I had a really rather strange dream last night. I decided to get all of these tattoos and in the end I had a tattoo of the eye of ra, a toaster oven from McDonalds, my own eye and three figures closely resembeling the power puff girls only taller. The probelem with these tattoos is that they were all on my chest and everyone could see them and I really wasn't too keen on them especially the one that was the toaster over. After crying to everyone in my dream about it I suddenly realised the toaster oven was real and I could take it off. No I don't have a big chest but this is dream land and anything can happen. Then the other tattoos faded and I woke up. Strange.

I have very vivid dreams and it usually takes about two hours in the morning for me to come to terms that it was just a dream and that this is reality. Strange but true and very annoying.

The BF and I had bad movie night the other night. We watched The Wickerman (2006), Snakes on a Plane and Cube Zero. The Wickerman was very silly and half the time made no sense at all which is the reason why we got it anyways so in rubbish moives scale it was pretty rubbish hehe. I actually feel asleep at the end, but then I don't think I missed much to be honest. This of course ment that I watched all of five minutes of Snakes on a Plane. I assume it was some really bad cgi film with snakes on a plane and I don't really need to know much else lol. Cube Zero was actually better than the other cube movies I have seen. I would watch it again possibly on ch 4 in the middle of the night lol.

Next door had loud sex again heheheheheh. Although it wasn't the porn style sex I heard last time which is probebly for the best! The amount of sound profing between my walls and thiers -100% at best. You can hear converstaions on a quiet day. When I lived here before the next door neighbour was always over asking us to be quiet to the point my friend who has the loudest most annoying laugh in the world got caught out hehe.

Two more days till I start work. Very excited and very nervous!

I have a job now. It is kinda strange because I haven't actually had a proper full time job for about a year. Thank you university!!! Ah well I had to face the real world at some point. I am a bit scared that it will all go wrong but then thats probebly just me being silly.

I spent the other night watching the Girls Next Door. I think that it is interesting that even though they are amazingly stupid they are always very very happy. Strange. Maybe it is just the part of the world I live in or the people I know who knows lol.

Despite the fact the term "I want to live my life" could in all possibility be innocent I fear for my friend that it isn't. I guess only time will tell.

6 months later...
It has been six months since I got my piercings and still I am waiting for them to heal. This is taking forever!!!! Maybe I should have thought about that when I got them lol.

I consistantly have a fear that I am in trouble because I forgot to do something such as pay my credit card bill or the likes. However this time I think that I am actually in trouble but we shall see. I am totally unable to relax about anything so I get another day of panicing before I can sort things out on Monday.

I had a job interview the other day. I think it went ok. I find out again on Monday if I get to go back and do yet another interview or not. She did say it was more than likely that I would do. I however managed to stall in the middle of a role play thing they made us do. I hate those things they are always totally stupid.

The university got back to me with the information on my degree. I have one more piece of course work and an exam I need to take again. It was really interesting to see the difference in the fantastic grades I got in the second year and the rubbish ones I got in the third. It does look really strange to be honest! I think I will never stop being angry about how I was treated in the last year.

Have had a nice couple of days with the BF. We didn't really do anything special to be honest. Went around to a couple of pubs on tues but that was about it. He had to work most of this week anyways.

Think thats about it for today.

Just realised how strange the last post sounded. Don't worry I am not being forced into some kind of secret government mission or something. I got offered a job at a really low low pay and decided that it wasn't worth my while to do a job that was more than likely going to be over 40 hours a week for that little money. So instead of going in today and handing over all of my information (mainly through fear that no one else would hire me) I declined the role due to its low pay. Strangely I was not even offered any more money for this role so I guess the guy wasn't too bothered.

I have another interview on Weds. I only found out today. The job pays a lot better although I have to pay a lot of money to get there. I figure that is ok though because there are more prospects with this job and more of some type of futre. I may even figure out what I want to do with my life lol.

I am still awaiting my results from uni. I already know that I have not graduated this year but I have not been told what the reason for this is and what I need to do to fix it. I figure that I will get the letter tommorow.

My friend came over on the weekend. He told me he bought the new Lincoln Park CD. I have never really listened to them to be honest and I was a bit shocked to find out he was even interested in the band lol. He said he liked one song but that was about it really. I told him how I bought the Marylin Manson Cd and only really liked one song lol. I have only listened to it about two or three times but there you go.

I have been offered a job. I have to take the job because otherwise I get in trouble with the government. What happens when you don't want a job that you have to take?

I bought some socks the other day when my bf and I were wondering around trying to sort out a job for me because my shoes were killing my feet. Eventually we ended up in Virgin and I sorted out getting internet. The bf sorted out making sock pupets and scaring the poor man who was trying to serve me. I watched Elf the other day and realised this was actually my bf.

I have learned a handy tip if you don't want to speak to the charity people on the streets. We start a massive argument and start shouting at each other. Thus we never get approached! It is genius to be honest. Although the other day we didn't see one comming and my bf had to explain that we were having a very emotional break up. I am not as good an actor as him so I tend to end up laughing and the gig is up after that.

Sometimes whilst at the grocery store waiting in line to pay for our stuff we start to chuck it on the floor and blame it on each other. This is loads of fun untill we start play fighting and the fake hand guns come out and yet again with have the issues with the chekout people hating us. Sometimes they try to join in but they usually suck when they do.

A friend of mine left some boxes at my house because he is lazy and crap. I am hoping my bf and I will soon be able to make a fort with them. He promised me we could make a fort months ago but it never happened.

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